Let It Be....

Well, for awhile now I've been thinking about what I want to do with my life. In 15 years, am I going to be going through a midlife crisis thinking, "What do I love?" Am I going to regret just working in an office for 15 years and not doing what I love? Will I feel fulfilled with the feeling of success or failure? Right now I enjoy life and I love what I have and what I will become.

I know I will be fine regardless of what I choose to do. The reason being that I have my amazing family, inspirational mentors, and joy bringing friends. Yet I know that I might be tempted to think that my life is not what I wanted it to be especially when I see friends who are really going after things they love. One of my friends recently got into film school and one of them just released a mixtape album with legit support. It is like "WOW".

Am I jealous? No. Am I impressed? Yes. I am truly impressed that they are able to carryout their passions. I am blessed for having such inspirational people around me, it motivates me.

One Sunday, Pastor Marc spoke on Luke 1:38. "And Mary said, 'Behold, I am the servant of the Lord; let it be to me according to your word.' And the angel departed from her". The phrase "Let it be to me according to your word", is amazing. Now, I have lived most of my life as an "I believe in God, but I don't go to church" kind of Christian, hence why I did not take in the full magnitude of this verse at first but now, this verse pops into my brain at least once a day and it erases all my doubt about my life.

I never really knew where I was going to end up or what I was going to do. So far I have taken on the challenges that come my way and I get obsessed in these challenges. I want to overcome them and succeed by crushing failure. There is no doubt that I am worried of what is to come, but I know I have support and guidance. I just have to trust and believe that I am being lead in the right direction. As hard as it is to forget about all the hoopla because the media hounds your ears all day about recession this and the world is crumbling that, we all will be worried but remember to "Let it be to me according to Your word".

Sang Kang, Welcome Team Leader and Mustard Seed Ministry